Monday, June 14, 2010

87 lbs and this all bears repeating

is depression like catch 22?
like if you can analytically articulate the signs and explain the feelings
and somewhat place where the hopelessness comes from
then you don't really have it?
pills don't solve everything do they?

isn't it funny how certain songs somehow admit a kind of factuality?
Like The Beatles "All You Need Is Love" I listened to that today and as the chorus repeated...I was like yeah yeah love is all you need.

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something else.
everyone is recovering from something. everyone is growing or processing or deciding something. going through a journey. coming to an ending. finding another/ a new beginning. thinking i would get to a place or a plateau or a time where i could begin certain things because other things were taken care of was misdirected. I'm seeing that now, I'm seeing the value in starting every day and finishing every day with a genuine honesty. The value in being who i am.

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sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep

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